In a world so big, I know i'm very small-and yet, I'm excited to see it all!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Automatic Writing with a stresed out Brain = Perfect Example of How Random I truly am

So I feel the need to share this, so I'm going to type it up here....for my creative writing class, we did an exercise on automatic writing...we had to write whatever came into our heads for a period of time without stopping. This is what I got:

I find the world revolves faster than I can process my own fears and I see the trees growing faster than it takes you to make up your mind. Your passive aggressive explosions create absentminded tears, while i hide in a closet, my face pressed to a plastic cup of cold water, waiting for the room to disappear and the beach to swallow me up with sun, sand and surf. But there is no reality, you are what you eat, no one likes the lights off- I can't see anything! Is that such a bad thing? Does this make me a piece of cake? because shit is not that easy.

The constant shaking of the train by my window lulls my restless body to sleep despite its blaring horn and rails screeching along the tracks. Why don't people travel by train anymore? in Europe, its "the thing", in America-well maybe its the thought of the "open road" and all those ridiculous car commercials on T.V. Do you ever see them advertising gas? I didn't think so.

BREATHE. Its only bad if you think it will be and then why were you thinking it in the first place? I wish I could see the world in your shoes. they're so much prettier than mine.....

Talk about random... :)

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